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Disjointed Distractions

by JordanCarroll

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Intro 01:24
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Pulling back the sheets Of my memories The ones that I refused to see This cloth all ripped and torn With stains uncleanable It's better to throw these out than wonder how I am to change this It's never easy to say goodbye But for me that's just life A million memories can not appease This bitter life style I just want to run wild So to help me please Please release This expectation This dense sheet A final feat That time we were so happy But this black stain on the underlay Reminds me Of what it's like and so I can't be kind It's never easy to say goodbye But to me that's just life A million memories can not appease This bitter life style I just want to run wild So to help me please Please release This expectation
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Hearing voices Deep in my conscious Telling me hopeless things and I could not care (I could not care) I'm staring death in the face What a devilish stare But yet I can't help embrace Take me down to your place I could not help This temptation Killing myself Take me down, take me down Over confident Taking in more than I can chew Feeling so damned stressed out And i try not to care (I could not care) But staring down hells large gate I'll admit I'm afraid Looking down Taking a step Ahh shit, what a mistake I could not help This temptation Killing myself Take me down, take me down
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Spinning images I'm trying to connect the pictures Feeling woozy and light headed This substance extracts from me A dry sore passage it seems Though the substance is wet An early wake up call All natural And self perpetual It seems never ending Curious is gets me how can this be? When you feel so empty and can't eat much And feel so unhealthy and can not touch These hands of grace please take me away (release me from this flem infested narcotic state) Please hands of pain please go away And leave me for another day These contagious hands More powerful than man Dime a dozen with the toxic strand All accross this land People come to understand This disease will take your breathe and with ease, You will see When you feel so empty and can't eat much And feel so unhealthy and can not touch These hands of grace please take me away (release me from this flem infested narcotic state) Please hands of pain please go away And leave me for another day
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THC 03:48
I can't believe it's been so long Since I've touched that sweet smoke The vapour in my lungs Creating a tasteless tongue It's about time Since I've ridden you from my life 'Cause I couldn't breathe I couldn't speak Since that THC hit my cheeks So suddenly I could see And now I feel so fucking free I've been dreaming again I had forgotten just what it felt like Every night I fly through space and time I've been out of my mind Hell bent on a forgotten life Reliant on my vices Tryna be sightless Avoiding this crisis 'Cause I couldn't breathe I couldn't speak Since that THC hit my cheeks So suddenly I could see And now I feel so fucking free
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Though it's your life I can't stand the sight Of when you lose your mind This constant fight going through the night I just want you to be alright 'Cause when you smile when you laugh For me, It doesn't seem real It takes me away To a better place Oh how i want that to stay 'Cause baby Be happy It's not worth it Be free And get rid of that negative energy I want you to know You underestimate your soul and hm mm I know I can't understand Why the nice always get upset The world doesn't seem fair I life lost to an absent stare That doesn't care But don't be scared 'Cause baby Be happy It's not worth it Be free And get rid of that negative energy Stop stressing about things Just be what you want to be Stop stressing about things And just be free
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Hypocrite 03:12
Wait a minute Can you see the hypocrisy? 'Cause baby you and me we can see easily If you focus now and again 'Cause baby you and me we can see clearly 'Cause it goes like this Everybody is a hypocrite 'Cause it goes like this Everyone is a hypocrite
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Love You 02:51
I feel your pulse It beats the same as mine does I know you're cold I know you have nothing to love But inside A flower grows in your mind Filled with doubt and fire I'm losing my mind Trying to find the right time To say that you're worth my life To say that I'm not a waste of time To know if you want to take this ride for the first time in so long this feel right And I know that trust and lust Can be washed with the same cloth But I'll do my best to display my unconventional love 'Cause I want what's best for you I want you to flourish with or without me 'Cause in my chest there's a beat that's separate This beats for you It beats for two I'm ready to love you
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The older we get We forget the friends we made along the way Leaving a past behind filled with all kinds of memories All these days and events circumventing a way out (some way, some how) The conclusions are drawn long before they are played now And I choose to be alone And I can't believe That I haven't seen These friends and family It's been so long that I Can't remember their names or the colour of their eyes Maybe it's the drugs or it's being smug that's taking my time All I know is that I've missed so much of your lives All these days and events circumventing a way out (some way, some how) The conclusions are drawn long before they are played now And I choose to be alone But I can say Some of you I want to keep away To all my family and friends I'm sorry for my absence To all my family and friends I'm sorry for my absence In time I'd like to reunite And put behind these selfish lines And get behind you And get to know you To know what it feels like to be in something bigger than I To all my family and friends I'm sorry for my arrogance I'm sure that you don't think I'm such a bad guy But to miss out on those days For saying no always Preferring to be away all alone in my isolated space Reunite me To the ones I love (reunite me) To the ones I love

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released January 1, 2021

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JordanCarroll Brisbane, Australia

From the Southeast region of Queensland, Australia. "I make music for me. If people can relate or even just enjoy the sounds then that's awesome" It's simple music with no boundaries for genres from an amateur musician. Not out for medals, just like to create and improve. ... more

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